The date is May 11th,
but I’m only 36?
I didn’t think I’d see the
day where life would get the better of me, but my fate was as real as the smoke
in my lungs.
It’s such a hard way to go,
you know? I lived my life care free, to have my last hours confined to a
hospital bed, I just want to be home.
I can’t help but wonder,
where will I go from here? Heaven? Hell? In between? I am so thankful for the life I was given,
but what was it all for?
I had more money than what I
needed, but it still didn’t save me.
It’s getting harder and
harder to breathe and I can feel the life fading from me in my final moments.
I look up, I can see my son, Ziggy. I don’t want his last memories of me to be this way, he always deserved the best. Not this, this evil that had spread throughout my body.
I open my eyes and everything is blurry, everything but the brightest light I have ever seen, it’s calling me and I’m listening.
Getting closer and closer now, I look over to Ziggy.
“Money can’t buy life, my
son.”
As I see his eyes swell up
and a tear stream down his cheek, I knew he understood. I’m so proud of him and
I only wish I could see where he will take his life in the future, but I’m not
worried about him at all, he will do just fine.
It was then I realized my life was purposeful through the love I received from my family and the happiness I brought to people all over the world.
I am at peace.
- Jemma Catt
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